“Awakening the Soul Through Art”

Read the story of how I returned to painting, found freedom through creativity, and began expressing my soul on canvas.

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“Awakening the Soul Through Art”

As a little girl, I loved staying home and painting endlessly. By the time my mom returned from work, the entire floor would be covered with my drawings. Later came art school, and even college courses in painting, where my teachers admired and praised me.

But then, something happened. I left it all behind for 20 long years. I convinced myself there were more important things to do: raising children, building meaningful relationships, and helping others. Yet, sometimes at night, I would lie awake, tormented by a deep sense of dissatisfaction. It was my soul, trapped in the cage of responsibilities and the false belief that I could no longer paint the way I once dreamed. This struggle haunted me for years.

Then one day, I realized I couldn’t wait any longer. If I didn’t at least try to follow the call of my soul, I knew I would end my life full of regret and misery.
My soul rejoiced at the beauty of God’s creation and longed to express that wonder through lines and colors! I could gaze endlessly at flowers, admiring their elegance and grace, imagining how I could capture their magic on canvas.

But my body felt paralyzed. I couldn’t bring myself to pick up a canvas or paints, unable even to begin. A mysterious fear gripped me like chains, and no amount of willpower or self-encouragement could break it. I told myself I was a good artist, that I could do it, but nothing worked.

This fear was rooted in trauma—a heavy weight of rejection, low self-esteem, indecision, pain, shame, guilt, and a sense of personal failure. I began to explore these emotions, attending workshops and coaching sessions. Naturally, I also applied my Body Code skills, peeling back the layers of trapped emotions and limiting beliefs.

And finally, after nearly a year of this meticulous work, I felt free and bold enough to create my first painting! Our home transformed into a magical place where beauty comes to life.

Painting now is my journey toward inner freedom and courage. Words cannot fully capture the depth and happiness I sometimes feel when I manage to grasp even a fleeting moment of that freedom.

Soon, my paintings will appear on my website — a collection of pieces born from the depths of my soul. Through them, I hope to share with others the beauty, freedom, and emotions that have found their way onto my canvases.